Mad, sad, in pain.
Keep everything inside.
Wanna scream it out loud, didn’t know where and how.
Wanna tell the truth, but is there anyone that I can hold into ?
I am mad, I also sad.
I know there is a lot of problem that I cause and that is also a problem I should deal with.
I didn’t have a choice, I also make a worse case instead make it better.
I wanna run away, but I am scare to leave.
Listen to a crazy word everyday.
Look at same problem every night.
I wanna be at home, I wanna have a house that I can call a home.
But inside, there is empty.
It is cold, it is insane.
She is not in her right mind, she didn’t want to be like that too.
I should deal with it.
Put my problem beside, try to deal with it everyday.
I am tired, I wanna scream and I want to end things.
Listen to the music.
Play it out loud with my headset in ears.
Didn’t want to listen to the drama, didn’t want to listen it any longer.
Going out from home, I always worried more.
Why this life become this mess ?
Why everything is really hard for me ?
Am I the only one who felt like this ?
Am I the only one who seek help but can’t find it anywhere ?
Madness, pain and wanna scream.
I need a shoulder to rest.
I am tired, I am hopeless.
Can I find a peace at least ?
Don’t want to think about anything anymore.
Didn’t want to care too much about what will happen.
Just pray, and hoping for the best.
I am is all I got.
I am me, who must deal with whatever in front of me.
I am strong, I am.
I stand, I breath and I try my best to still be me.
But, I am tired.
I wanna run away, I wanna hide.
I wanna disappears.
