Find peace, even I was scare.
Try to deal with the problem, delete whatever it may ’cause the stress.
I couldn’t help myself.
I couldn’t keep regret for what happen.
I want to move foward, forget all the past.
Try to fix what been missing, forget to fix the mistake that I made.
Start a whole new day, try to not worry.
Try to be alive, try to be more me again.
It may seem hard, it may haunt me.
I want to find peace, I want to do better.
I want to be better, I want to change what I am doing wrong.
I want a chances even it just a little hope inside.
Keep punish myself.
Keep saying that I am wrong this whole time.
I won’t like that anymore.
I don’t want to live like that anymore.
Maybe people will scare me.
Maybe everyone will look down at me.
I just want to be me.
Be more me and fix whatever I can fix in time.
Need time to healing.
Need time to think and plan better.
It may seem stupid, it may seem bad.
I just want a little space, I don’t want to keep drowning like that.
These past month, these past day.
I am deal with so much scare and didn’t happy after all.
I just want to take a break, I want to clear the air.
I want to live my life again.
Waking up from the mess I made before.
It may be scary, it may be dangerous.
I must do it, I don’t want to keep live like this anymore.
A new month, a new life.
I already pending it for so long.
It is time to wake up.
It is time to accept reality.
It is time to be more me again.
It is time to deal with the past and..
It is time to accept everything happen and be better in future !
