Hard to family, hard to own self.
Didn’t realize there is true love inside.
Searching outside, never look from the inside.
Being wrong and blind this whole time.
How bad it could be ?
How can I take it if something wrong inside and I can’t do anything ?
Never preprare for it, never think about it.
Too selfish even just to be there.
It still time, it still hope.
Can fix it, even it will take a long time.
Wishing there is another chance, to be better and to be great.
Put a hope inside, the miracle will show it self.
Didn’t want to waste every momment anymore.
Didn’t want to waste every second that passed.
To do better, to make better.
To fulfill what I missed this whole time.
