Sitting there like the old day,
Drinking something fresh, write something down there.
Been thinking in the afternoon, is that what a peace feel like ?
The peace that I miss the most after the hard day ?
Day by day, passed with a pray.
Be thankful for the next day, be thankful for the day that I can passed.
Be like vampire, scare in the day light, feel the peace at night.
What else I can do except be thankful and pray for the better day ?
Miss the old me, miss everything that I have and doing each day.
Going out for dine after work, having some holiday in free time.
Everything feel so good and great.
Is that just a dream or it already change ?
Sitting there, alone in corner.
Write and drink some orange while music play really slow.
Feel the song, feel the peace.
I want it all to be normal, I want to get better and I want to be the old me again.
Knowing that I really mess up,
Knowing that I burn everything into the ground.
Didn’t want to live in regret,
Didn’t want to be useless anymore.
Wishing and hoping a miracle, hoping everything will be better again.
Making mistake, willing to learn to be better.
Nothing perfect, everything is a lesson.
Didn’t want to be in the past, wanna get up and moving foward again.
Slowly, pretty slowly…..
Trying to stand up again, once again.
Build the new me.
Build the new my self.
More stronger, more kind and more wise.
Build my own future, when nobody was there to support me.
Build my own future, even it was hard and see impossible.
