Listen to the story, didn’t believe anything about it.
Knowing that may be right, is that still worth it after all ?
Didn’t have a choices, didn’t know what else to do.
While young, there is always a choices.
Sitting there and look at that fact.
Make a smile, trying to enjoy the conversations.
Knowing that it may be right, but can’t do anything else except be patient.
Missing my normal life, let time heal all the pain.
Day by day passed, all the hope is still there.
It may be hurt, it may be painful.
Wishing it will go away, wishing to be better and have much time to fix the problem.
Wishing the only thing that I may never get.
Sitting there, looking deep inside.
Am I really wanted it ? Am I really like that ?
What I am missing this whole time ?
Missing my old day, missing my old life.
Wanna fix the future, didn’t know what else to do.
Can’t put the hope high, too scare to be disappointed.
Let time give the answer, because didn’t find a way anymore.
It start from one, ending up with many.
Too tired to fix it, because it will never end.
Missing the old day, sitting there with coffee and some snack.
Is that worth it ?
Keep repeating everything, everyday ?
Keep strungle with same problem ?
Keep hoping it will end and have much time to fix it.
Keep hoping to get a normal life again.
It may be a big mistake,
It may be a big regret and wrong choices that I ever made.
Didn’t know what to do, didn’t know what is best to choose.
Missing my old day, when there is nothing.
When all I have is just emptyness.
Like the old day, let the time tell the truth.
Didn’t want to hope a lot, didn’t want to start something new.
Just hoping the problem will be fixed.
Just hoping I can be strong enough to put a end of this problem.
Just hoping I can back to my old day,
When there is only me and coffee in the corner.
