Be someone who always wonder, be the person who always try to chase someone else.
Be someone that worry a lot, be someone that alway tell a story.
Be someone that seem need more and more, be someone who try to care much.
Be that person is so tired and didn’t know where the result will lead.
Be the person who will get hurt the most, be the person who will stop when had enough.
Be patient and it seem like nothing will change at all.
Didn’t want to chase anymore, didn’t want to care anymore.
Didn’t want to put up a hope, because didn’t want to feel the pain in the end.
There is nothing, it always be nothing in the end of the day.
Caring a lot, spending much time to think and worry.
Didn’t know other will do the same, didn’t know how other people feel.
Is that a same ? Or it just a funny story ?
Chase by someone who have nothing ?
Chase by someone who didn’t know where their place in this earth ?
Feel like having enough, didn’t want to end up with the same result.
Maybe… If that person never exist, she wouldn’t get hurt.
She wouldn’t feel the same pain again and again.
She wouldn’t do the same stupid thing again too.
Say hi and bye,
Always be the one who greet first when open eyes and wanna close eyes too.
Never get the same, never know how that person would feel if that greet just gone.
Wanna to stop that, wanna to cut all the shit.
Because all the fight is just for fun, not for the best future that she was imagine.
It never work out, because the feeling just slowly die.
Be someone who fight harder and harder,
Be someone to put and make a story the whole day,
Be someone that would feel lonely, because this person didn’t know what to do.
Sitting, watching.
Hang out and eating.
She keep breathing and living her boring life.
Didn’t know when the heart will stop, so she wouldn’t worry anymore about her boring life.