Spending almost half of her day outside, try to make some money to continue her life.
Even she is not rich, even she is not saving enough to fulfill everything.
She try as hard as she can to make some extra, so she can have a better life in the future.
Sometimes it is up, sometimes it is down.
It doesn’t matter a lot, as long as she have a happy place that she can call home.
Doing some bad things, didn’t forget to do some kind things to other too.
Even in a hard situasions, try to be strong and always keep her smile up.
The smile that hide a lot of secret, the smile that show she was OK all the time.
The smile that she hate the most when she is alone in the night.
Didn’t want to let everyone around her know her problem, didn’t want to tell the truth.
Keep everything all inside, because it was easier.
Easier to hide the truth, easier to tell the lies.
Because she know that nobody really care about her problem, nobody really listen when she try to tell them the truth.
Look happy and kind of perfect person,
Look like a person that have a happy life and have everything that she wanted.
Make everyone jealous about her life, make everyone wanna to be like her too.
She just really perfect in everyone eyes.
She is broken, deep inside her heart.
She is broken, with all the lies that she make.
She is broken, because there is never a beautiful and warm home.
She is broken, but she is really great to hide it.
She just a little liar that put a high wall to protect her self.
She scare to believe in someone, she scare to start something new.
She just a little girl all the time, but pretend to be a woman.
She is lonely, but pretend to have a lot of friend.
She need someone to come and get her out, but she can’t find anyone that can understand her.
Too comfort to stay within the wall that she build, she didn’t want to believe in miracle.
She didn’t believe a place that people called home, she didn’t believe about one true love either.
She spend almost all day alone, try to get connect with other people.
So she didn’t feel alone.
She just a sad and lonely girl that pretend to be happy and busy.
She is a little liar that can play her role really well.
She then meet someone that she can talk too,
Someone that she think will understand her after this whole time, after all the searching, waiting and looking.
But she hesitate, wonder if this person feel the same.
Wonder if this person just lie to her, being her friend then stab her in the back.
Like other people, leaving her after they got what they wanted from her.
She start to wonder why this person wanna be friend with her too.
The wall is really high, she can’t reach the top of the wall anymore.
She just a prisoner in her own wall, too scare to reach out and asking for help.
A little liar become a big liar, she made up something too make other people happy.
To pleasure her friend, her enemy and anyone who become her friend.
She just didn’t want to tell the truth, because she didn’t want to get hurt anymore.
She just a little liar the whole time.
