She try to make thing more easier, she try hard and hard to get things really better.
But she fall, she rise up and she fall again with a same mistake that she ever make.
There is no way out, there is nobody there to help her anymore.
She is all alone, and she can’t do anything anymore except hope for miracle.
She keep doing a same mistake, like she never learn from the past.
She just want to make things better, but she put everything in a mess.
She try really hard to accept reality, but she can’t do that anymore.
She just all alone, with a ton of problem.
She keep smile and pretend nothing happen, and she do that very well.
She can’t feel a thing anymore, she just sit and smile like nothing happen.
Left her falling apart world behind, try to rise up again.
Try harder to accept her mistake, even it hurt, even it was full of pain.
She just smile, like there is nothing matter anymore.
She didn’t blame anyone, she can’t do that because she doesn’t have anyone too.
She fall into her own mistake, nobody there to help her, nobody there to listen and understand.
She doing it all, alone.
She sit alone and watch it all alone.
More pain, more hurt, more she feel nothing in the end of the day.
The problem will come soon, nobody was there to help her.
She try to fix her own problem, without forgetting who she was.
She still help her friend, even she is in a worse positions.
She just wanna be alive, even for a little while.
Even she have nothing at all except the pain that she keep inside her heart and mind.
Piece by piece, she try to fix the puzzle.
All her problem come because of her, all she pain come because of her stupidity too.
She just want to be better, but she is wrong.
She make her self went into a big trouble.
She will rise again, she will survive all of this mess.
She just a simple girl that start to grow into woman.
She pretend that she is OK all the time, even she was not.
She try to be strong, fix her own mistake and start all over again.
Again and again, this time….
She won’t fall again.
