Some people may look kind, some of them not.
Some of them look like friend, another like enemy.
When problem happen, everything just turn around.
A friend become enemy, an enemy become the best ally.
Try to find out the truth, didn’t know what is good or not.
Follow every rule, didn’t care about another people feeling.
Do everything what she been told, pretend that is OK and keep being a friend.
I welcomed her into the hell sooner or later.
Have some laugh and dinner together, pretend we are a fine friend.
Try to avoid any drama, but in the end of the big table, everything just feel different.
Maybe she also been told to be my friend too ?
Oh, is that so ? That was sad.
Feeling lonely lately, have a lot of problem going on inside my head.
Find a little cute friend, at least I think she was cute.
But all is lies.
Build a friendship, so she can stab me behind my back.
Didn’t want to be blind for the second time.
Wanna stay longer but there is no reason at all.
Wanna go but there is no place to find.
Wanna keep a goodjob, but all they need is new informasions and gossip.
Wanna get out of this toxic circle.
No longer trust anyone,
No longer be friend with another people.
Didn’t know who is friend or enemy, because they put a friendly face and laugh together with me.
In another side, I am just me and enemy in other people eyes.
I am a criminal where they can’t trust me anymore.
Keep thinking and think.
What is best to do when I am alone.
Who is my friend and who is my enemy.
Everyone put a faking smile in front of me.
Try to be good person, help another person.
They just stab me in the back, they say that my kindness is useless.
What else to do then ?
Let pretend that I am a ghost that no longer exist in that place anymore.
