Need attentions, I am talking alone.
I create some fantasy and make it into a story,
Try to get people attentions.
Spending a day, all alone.
Try to make myself look busy.
Play on my own fantasy, I enjoy all my talk alone while driving or sitting alone under the tree.
Doing it all alone, I am lonely and tired.
Try to make myself feel alive, I just sit and write and write.
Try to enjoy all fantasy inside my head and make it into a word when nobody come to listen.
Didn’t care what people gonna say,
Didn’t see another options to kill the loneliness,
Maybe I should listen more,
Maybe I shouldn’t cut the conversasion even I know they’re lying.
I like to talking alone to myself, so I won’t feel alone.
Is that someone there to listen this whole time ?
Yes, she is my other self.
My other self that create all my fantasy in mind.
