How I put this story into a word ?
I listen to something that doesn’t feel right but I cant do anything about that.
I just didnt know how to express myself, between wanna being a evil or angel in the same time.
I guess everything that I said didn’t help her pretty much. There is a lot of devil around and I can’t do anything about it.
I pretend to be kind but I know that what I am doing is all wrong.
I didn’t hate them but I also don’t want to be their friend as well.
Just didn’t know what to do or what to say at all because all I know is there is always something wrong.
Giving the screen into someone ? Well, it answer a lot of questions.
So sad if what I hear become true. But, still I think there is nothing wrong about that.
A lot of mess since the new one come. She also cute but I just didnt know who she was or what she gonna do about something. Listen to the old lady say there is also their problem make me feel more angry and mad at all.
I just didn’t want to know or care a lot about other people this time. Because it will eat me as well.
Now I am sitting here and drink my coffee. I write down how I feel like usual, like what I always done before because I feel so lonely. I just didn’t know who to trust, who to talk and that is it. I just didn’t want to end up making a lot of problem. I work in peace and I really want to continue doing that before I am really end my working year in this place.
I just wish that everything will be OK because I really didn’t know what to do. I know it will be a problem and I hate to say it. I just wish that everything will be OK, really be OK after all.
I make something wrong and I believe that there is a way to fix it as well.
