End of the year, full of joy and tears.
Spending a whole day singing and listening christmas song, enjoy all the christmas stuff around.
Build some tree, put some light on it.
Make our own christmas tree in house.
Never got any christmas gift, because didnt have any friend.
They giving back when we give them something, kind of trade that happen every year.
Wanna feel the snow, wanna see the show.
Being all around this whole day in christmas.
Looking other people have a christmas dinner,
Looking other people smile, exchange gift and took a trip.
While I am sitting in the same chair and the same place,
Write some poet and watch some movie, all alone.
Buy a toy for my own self, eat dinner whatever I wanted to this day.
Didnt need anyone around me, like the day befoe and before.
Kind feel lonely, kind feel jealous.
Just wanted a real christmas even just once in my whole life,
Sit around in the corner, listen a music and look everyone that have family dinner.
Never have that kind of momment, because nobody even care what christmas is.
I like christmas, I want to find my own santa.
Is that possible for me ?
