Try to open up, keep making a lies.
Cover every truth, didn’t trust people around me.
I may be a open book,
I can listen and give opinions to other.
I never make people doubt about what I am saying.
But, I cannot apply it to myself.
Want to be little open up.
I keep covering my true story.
I hide my true feeling,
Because I know my feeling doesn’t matter to other people.
Every secret and every failure,
I keep it all inside my heart.
All my secret become my nightmare, they changes into a monster.
A monster that I keep in the cage.
It is so hard to be open up.
Having trust issue and nobody seem care about my life and story.
I just open up to my other soul.
A soul that make me write every story and poetry.
