Seem happy, I didn’t know what I am doing.
I wondering around, I keep trying my best to make myself alive.
I am doing wrong, then I fix it to become worse.
I losing myself and nobody was there to help.
Seem happy, everyone around me think I am happy.
I pretend to be happy, because I didn’t want to show my weakness.
I putting on a mask, so nobody can see what inside.
I am drown in the ocean, and nobody there to rescue me.
Seem happy, having a perfect family.
I am mad, really mad.
The family that didn’t care about each other, the family who wait into another to make a move.
I am all alone even when I am with them.
Seem happy, everyone love me.
Look having a lot of friend, but there is non.
Look having a fans, but there is only me who put my hope higher.
Look funny and kind, its my game to telling a lie.
Seem happy, nobody know me.
There is a higher wall.
Each day, my wall become pretty high inch by inch.
Putting a little mask in the first for fun,
The mask becoming permanent in the face.
