Hopeless and useless, you can’t do anything about that.
You keep all your shit and problem and nobody know how it feel to keep it all inside.
You can’t ask or scream for help, you can’t tell anyone about that.
You are all alone, fighting between dead or alive.
Try hard to be alive, fix some problem and knowing you are going to make it worse than before.
Didn’t have another solutions, can’t ask more for help and way out.
Pretend everything is OK but it’s never because the problem got to deep than before.
Seeing the only way out but didn’t know how to chase it ?
Being trap in black hole, spending the second chances without worried.
Now everything is falling apart, didn’t know how to fix it anymore.
Keep doing the same mistake, never learn from the past.
It’s you that being stupid, it’s you that never listen and learn.
It’s you that got yourself into this whole shit.
People say there is always second chances.
Wasting tha chance and didn’t aware about that before.
Is that a third chances ?
Is there a hope to fix what been broken ?
Is there anything else to do without making another worse problem in future ?
Losing hope, didn’t trust in miracle.
Sometimes, the mind remind that there will be a way out.
The mind keep worried but keep telling that there should be and would be another way out.
If one things didn’t missed up like how it was plan, everything will be OK and not worse like now.
Nobody was there and didn’t tell anyone that wouldn’t help.
People just laugh and say stupid and poor of you.
Supposed to be clever but that is not what happen.
Deep down, drown and drown in the same mistake.
The third chances,
The only one hope and the last hope that ever happen in the mind.
Even didn’t know how the future will show up.
Didn’t want to lose hope even the time clock is tik tok tik tok right now.
It is like a bom, just the matter of time until it go BOOM !
