In the same place,
Order a different menu for lunch.
The waiter smile and ask,
“Are you alone ?”
Put a honest smile,
Look somethng in menu.
Answer with calm word,
“It much better that I am alone.”
She smile back and say,
“Oh.. Oke then !”
She went away to prepare my order,
Leave me alone so I can create some story in my book.
She coming back and bring my ice water.
Pouring a little in my table and say sorry.
Again, with kindly smile, one again I am replied,
“It’s OK !”
Take a picture and post it before eat,
It’s kinda good and lovely.
Not eat much because not in a good mood,
Hoping I am not hungry sooner.
Fight my demon inside my head,
Still hestitate but try to prove to my own self,
It’s OK and everything will be alright.
I can do it ! I can do it !
Letting my self to be free,
Release my demon and all my worries.
Let the journey begin,
Start to look my purpose in life.
Believe in my dream,
Showing that I am not delucion.
As long as I keep try and believe my self,
Everything will be alright.
I am not want it to be too late.
