Afraid to be alone in old age,
Nobody wanted me, really !
Afraid live alone and die alone,
Nobody found me ‘yet’.
I wanna feel something,
I wanna do something that make me alive.
I wanna have something that I can hold into,
I wanna find someone in the future.
Can’t feel anything,
Being boring all day.
Wanna live alone and be independent,
But didn’t know what I must do exactly.
What is my purpose in life ?
I can talk a lot and look wise.
I wanna continue my study,
I wanna be free without worry about money.
Almost in my 30,
Wanna find something that make me feel alive.
Write and post a novel and poem,
Keep write when nobody notice my work.
Keep being a blogger and make some review of something that I watch,
I am a writer and I will keep writing.
I didn’t know what my future may be,
I am afraid to walk out from my comfort zone.
But, sooner…
I’ll go and create my future.
I will find my things and changes my boring life.
