It’s a hot day.
Going out for a while to have a lunch alone.
It’s kinda sad, actually.
But, I am used to be like that.
Drive a car and find a place to eat.
Sitting and writing without nobody notice.
I grew alone and that is it !
Having a little me time for lunch right now.
While waiting, I am also wondering.
Why there is a lonely people alone ?
Why it so hard to find someone ?
Maybe, I am not normal ?
Can’t smell anything.
Can’t taste everything.
Try to sound normal,
Because nobody care about me.
It’s good to pretend that I am OK.
Nobody get hurt except our own self.
Sometimes, I wanna end my life.
Because that is how lunch time end up.
