I am wonder,
If I didn’t have parent anymore,
What I am gonna do ?
I only have 1 brother.
This whole time,
I always sleep with them and eat their food.
I may buy food to home or eat outside with friend,
But in the end of day, I always sleep together with them.
Am I to scare to be on my own ?
Am I ready to start everything by myself ?
Clean my cloth, cook for my self, sleep on my own too ?
I am just wonder now.
In my adult age, what I am really like to do after they passed ?
I don’t pray for their dead.
That is something that would happen in future.
I can dead too before them actually.
And, what then when that happen ?
Am I prepared to be on my own ?
Am I ready to face it when that happen ?
Am I ?
Can I be responsibility to my own life ?
This whole time, I always count on them.
I never do something on my own too.
And, I wish in my 30, I will do it at least I try it.
It’s OK to be scare.
It’s OK to be alone.
Just give it a damn try.
And then ??
I will write it down on my blog as my journey begin.
