I miss momment ketika aku menjadi sibuk didalam pekerjaanku. Momment ketika aku menghabiskan waktu tanpa terasa meskipun lelah dan momment dimana aku masih menemukan ada begitu banyak tantangan didalam pekerjaanku.
Well, turn out after spending 8 years in this place, I already lose all the sense of being a work woman.
Kalau ditotal sih rasanya udah 11 tahun aku bekerja sama orang and I think there is a good momment to leave everything and being a boss to my own self.
Meskipun aku masih keep wonder what I am gonna do when I am jobless, at least I must left this toxic working place for good.
Going somewhere and start a new life would be nice. Left job and family and looking foward to find my true self is my mission in 2022 and I really hope that this years will end sooner without any problem.
I really looking foward into it and I wish that I can get a better life after this.
I may not find out what I am gonna do to make a real living when I am jobless, but I believe that when I am working hard and work on my dream, everything will be alright.
I dream highly and I will prove it by keep improving my skill in writing.
Maybe it can be hard for the first time but as long as I let my self enjoy and become who I really am, I will be OK and everything will be great.
Belakangan ini aku kehilangan bangat sense of working. Rasanya aku kekantor itu cuma buat killing time yang aku sendiri gak tahu cara ngehabisin waktu itu musti gimana. Memang ada beberapa momment dimana I have a lot of work to do, but it just some day. Dari 1 bulan itu kurasa 3/4 month I spend for wondering and try to kill time that kill me inside in and out.
Setelah aku merasakan hal ini, dimana aku menjadi seperti zombie yang try to keep living and working in same place. I decided to not become a zombie anymore. I must let it go and start looking for the new life that I wanted and I must be prepared well before I took that steps foward.
Bye my sense of working. Aku akan menjadi boss buat diri sendiri and work hard to make my own living. Besides, I want to make my life worth and I want to release all my demon. Find who I am and be who I am as free as bird in the sky.
