I dont really know what happen lately. But, rasanya semakin hari pertengkaran yang sama selalu terjadi begitu saja.
Sometimes, when I back home sooner than the day after, all I can hear is the same things.
Mom who think dad was different, and mom who become different.
It’s kinda sad.
I dont know why it happen, but…
Since they are in their 60+, things like that happen a lot and that make me sad.
Mom always complain about anything.
She check dad phone, she talk worse and make everyone in the house angry.
She also lonely.
She watch Mr. Bean and talk alone.
She laugh and keep watching until sleeping time.
But, she didnt sleep.
She walking around the small house.
I dont know what is on her mind but..
I know how lonely she was.
She need attentions and she didnt get it.
Dad cant play along with her and she start to think my dad having affairs.
Aku ingat ketika melihat dia hanya berdiri dibelakang rumah. Didnt know what she doing and she just standing in there.
She also didnt sleep in room…
She walking around and wonder in midnight.
Is that right ?
Is that normal ??
I ask my other colleges in office about their mom who is become old.
They rarely sleep and become a child.
Mereka jadi mudah marah and tersinggung.
Mereka bahkan gak mau mendengarkan hal – hal baik yang kita sampaikan.
Everything on their mind is right and nobody cant changes it.
Its kinda sad actually.
When I wanna at home but didnt feel like home…
Mom who always talking about something that ‘never’ happen.
She also love to offer on paying something and that was sweet.
Maybe, I must changes my self.
I must pay a lot of attentions and listen to her.
Even when I know what she talking is not true..
At least, there is something that I can do for her.
