So hard to live in between.
Between 2 people who always fight over anything but still together.
Between a brother that didn’t care and so pelit for family.
I dont know where I wanna make my path in future.
Life in same house with same behavior everyday.
My mom always think that my dad having affair.
She say every negative word everyday.
Dad ?
Getting angry and answer with a loud voices.
He also spending a lot of time in front of hes phone, like my brother.
Mom, who always alone at home think she want to went out.
So, she went out, walking alone and didnt want to tell anyone where she was.
As a daughter,
I try to be strong and care but its seem didnt work if there is only me that care.
I call a lot of her friend too.
Everytime I call her, she always say she is with friend without telling me the name.
Why is that ?
Honestly,
I getting really tired of that.
Everyday with same negative word,
Same fight and it seem never end if not 1 of them dead first.
I dont say I want they dead.
But,
Let me remember…
There is never be a same home anymore since my mom getting out from hospital.
I know there is something wrong with her brain but, I didnt see it come this long..
Its torture her self, dad and mine.
What I am gonna do about it anyway ?
Sometimes I am so pissed.
Sometimes I wanna spend day at home but she always giving me negative word.
I went out and there is like nowhere to go for me…
Its so hard for me…
