Everything just gone,
More I try to be, more it gone.
What is wrong with me ?
Losing control ?
Losing hope ?
Losing trust ?
Why that is so hard ?
Why I live like this way ?
Why I never get a chance, a real chances ??
Searching for help,
Wishing for miracle,
Can somebody come and save me from this hole ??
No more than 2 month,
Turning into someone who can call them self ‘grown’,
BUT,
This was a mess.
I shouldn’t into it at the beginning.
Maybe…
I can’t into it anymore.
Screaming inside my mind,
Need someone to help me,
Someone that bring me a new joy and hope,
For future.
Gone,
It’s all I have,
Then it gone…
Can’t repair that,
Can’t fix what happen,
Everything just gone…
And they never come back…..
Anyone ?
Can anyone help me ???
If I am gone,
Like what I have is gone already,
Did someone will find me back ??
It’s just me…
Nobody listen,
Nobody know,
Half of my self was gone..
Maybe…
I will be someone who suicided ??
Am I worth for living ?
I keep asking my self about that…
Because…
Everything just gone…
