I sit and I open my FB page in the morning,
Then I found Jay video and make me realize something,
So, I would like to share some story there.
(my mind so blow up with many word to type).
Enjoy !!
What we looking at people from the out side, is never so true.
When we saw someone happy, doesn’t mean they have everything or truly happy.
Based on my experience,
Sometimes people try as hard as they can just to hide their weakness,
I also like to smile and look good in front of everybody,
Why would I do that ?
When I talk to people about what I truly feel, I never get a solusion for my problem.
Maybe some people just listen,
Some people would laugh after that,
Some people will look like they care, but they do nothing except saying “be patient”
Also some people use our problem to create a new story or another gossip.
Hard to accept that, but that’s true.
We can’t blame somebody when they choose to be closed,
We may say thing like,
“I would help, but they won’t talk.”
So, how I can felt what they felt ?
We will say that in our point of view, and that’s normal.
But for some people like them (include like me),
I always thinking when I choose to be open up about my self, and about what I truly feel for someone,
Its not because I am scared or lazy to talk,
Its also not because I am not trusting you,
Its happen because I don’t feel like I can count on you,
I think that people just want to hear my story and they wouldn’t help,
I think that people will laugh on me or say sorry or be patient,
Because we dont feel secured.
Its the matter.
Every people have a different life,
I am personally like to keep what I feel being secret,
I just dont want people to know how hard I fight for my life,
How many tears I wasted to make my self like who I am today,
I think there’s not important to let people know about my past,
Because I never felt secured to talk.
Its certainly not because we don’t trust people,
It all happen because we get hurt a lot in the past.
So, the poin of who I am today is about
“I am tired to trusting people.”
And that’s not a good behavior too.
Shame to say that but that’s happen in our life,
When we open ourself to trust someone, then they have a opportunity to hurt us,
Nobody wanted that, but that’s happen in ourlife.
We can see many artist who we think they have a perfect life, suicide.
Someone who we see they are happy, cry out loud deep inside.
That teach us that we can’t see people from the out side.
If we care, Then show that you’re care.
In the end of the day,
All we truly scared is “I am all alone.” and that’s the problem.
How we know what people truly feel,
How to know when they fake their smile,
How to know the true about someone life behind the camera ?
All we can do is look deep inside of them and say, I’am there for you.
Show that your care by action, not a word,
Show that they’re a worth person in ourlife, then they’ll open up and give everything on them to you.
Just, never giving up on them.
Always remember :
“A simple act of caring creates and endless ripple and that will come back to you in the end.“
